Wednesday, November 30, 2011

Holidays!

Hi world! I finally convinced myself to stop being lazy so here i am! I am in an incredible mood right now cause I feel so free! This is definitely a well deserved break.:)

A couple of days ago, I had my 21st birthday party. I must say that I had a fabulous time with all my wonderful friends present on that day. Thanks E, B, N, S, C, X, KM, K, SA, B, Sh, V for coming! The first thing we did that day was to catamaran. It was real fun.:) We hired 5 catamarans and the 12 of us broke up into groups of 2 and 3s. I was with E and S. I guess the group who had the most fun was Sh, X and KM's group. The first few mins after entering the water, they broke the bar that helps to change the direction of where the catamaran goes(I've no idea what it is called). And then out of the sudden, Sh slipped into the water. The water sport concluded by them managing to capsize their catamaran. Honestly it was really funny to watch them.^_^ I am glad you guys had fun despite those little incidents.:) Sadly S had to leave after because she was sick. Thanks for coming despite being sick!<3<3<3

Initially I planned to have a bbq right after surfcatting. But unfortunately it started showering so we had to change the plan and all of us traveled to E's house to have the "bbq". I can't thank E's parents enough for being so understanding and helpful. C joined us for dinner. We had plenty of food prepared by everyone that day and they were all simply delicious!

Here are the presents I received.:)

Panpan, toady and a PINK camera from E.:) The poor boy is broke now.:(

Calendar, necklace, owl earphones, and a touching birthday card by S and C.:)

BLUE contacts from B and N!!:O

Very cute necklace from Vvvvvvvv.:)


Vera wang body lotion from Sh.:) (smells so nice)

Veryy pretty Guess necklace from K, KM, B, X, SA.:)

Seriously I am being soooo spoilt.>.< I love all of the gifts. Thank you so much! You guys really shouldn't have.>.<

So I would like to thank everyone again for making an effort to come to my birthday party. It means so much to me and I feel so loved. Thanks for being such wonderful friends. You guys are so supportive, loving and amazing and i can't ask for anything more. I don't think I could survive dentistry without you people. I know I may not a very good friend sometimes but I really wanna try to be one. I feel so touched that day. Really! Thanks for being such awesome friends!:D

I can't forget to thank my family as well.:) Although my mum wasn't present that day but she was the one who prepared the noodles, the chicken wings, and helped me to organise everything I needed that day. I am so lucky to have such a wonderful mum.

E. Thanks for being the most understanding, supportive, helpful, selfless bf in the world. I am not the best girl. I am not good at expressing my feelings. I am sometimes a little mean and a little hot tempered. But you still treat me like a princess. I am the luckiest girl in the world.

It is so unlike me to put these kinda things down on a blog but right now I just want to tell everyone that I feel so blessed, so lucky to have the best people by my side. Thank you.


Sunday, October 30, 2011

The Little Prince

"One day," you said to me, "I saw the sunset forty-four times!"
And a little later you added:
"You know-- one loves the sunset, when one is so sad..."
"Were you so sad, then?" I asked, "on the day of the forty-four sunsets?"
But the little prince made no reply.

Friday, October 21, 2011

Just do it

"The only real way to stop being afraid is to just do it - to stop being afraid you have to not be afraid."

Sounds silly but wise. Sounds easy but so hard. For months I had been fighting this fear battle within myself. I had been trying to run away so many times. I am a coward. But this time there is no escape. This time I will face it with confidence. One of my greatest weakness is the lack of confidence and overly concern about what others think of me. This time I will cast away all my fears and just do it. I'll have to face it eventually and it is only good for me. 

Believe in yourself Jayjay.