Monday, December 31, 2012

Resolutions

Its unbelievable how it is already the end of 2012. This had been an incredible year. The most challenging year in my life so far. I'm amazed and proud of myself that I've managed to survive. :) Yes. This is the time to reflect upon myself on the past year. :)

Even though going through this year had been incredibly rocky, I'm completely happy with the way it is going to end. This holidays had been the most fulfilling holiday ever. I've managed to pass 4th year, found a job that I enjoy doing, met up with a lot of my high school friends, went on my first road trip with friends, and had fun along the way. Obviously the best part was my birthday which was on 12/12/12! ^_^ (Not the fact that I am a year older :'( )

Even though I am not going to get the midnight kiss that I've always dreamed of( haha jkjk), 2012 going to end perfectly by me getting my first pay check!! Well that's not completely true but it is my first pay check in 4years! :D *Dance hysterically* Now I can finally go out to eat without feeling guilty!! And of course save up for my future house.^_^

I could only wish for 2013 to be an even more amazing one. There are so many things that I need improving on so hopefully 2013 would guide me to be the person I would like to be.

2013 Resolutions:

  1. Pass fifth year
  2. Make the most of fifth year and job experiences to be a competent and confident dentist
  3. Find a job (as a dentist) 
  4. Be a better daughter and sister by helping around the house and spending more time with them
  5. Save up money for the future (by not wasting too much money on unnecessary things )
  6. Be more independent by learning basic stuff like cooking and try not to burden parents on money stuff 
  7. Be more organised
  8. Maintain good relationships with people (Old and new)
  9. Control my temper (I hate the fact that I tend to jump into irrational conclusions when I'm upset and would say hurtful things)
  10. Be healthy by eating healthier and exercise more 
  11. Go to a wedding (Hopefully hehe! My cousin just got engaged a couple of days ago!)
These are a few things that I need to work on and hopefully by the end of 2013 I would have improved or achieved them. Lets hope 2013 would be a good one.:)

Happy New Year 

Monday, December 24, 2012

Saturday, September 1, 2012

Spring


It had been exactly 1 year since my first blog post. How time flies! Its SPRING again!

Its amazing how so many things had changed within this 1 year. University, family, friendships and relationship.. It was all a mess. This year had been an emotional roller coaster for me but I am glad that how everything turned out. :)

I remember I used to be really depressed and tired all the time. For some weird reason, even though all those incidents crashed down onto me all at the same time, I stayed optimistic (to me anyways). I am really glad all these things happened to me because it made me much stronger. I know that I can make it though no matter what. No matter how tough and hard things can get, I WILL survive. YES I WILL.

This year also made me realise how incredibly lucky I am. Firstly, I am healthy. I haven't gotten sick for a while now (touch wood). I realised how important my health is. Because of that I started to exercise a little more and honestly, it makes me so much happier than I used to be.

Secondly I realised how much my family loves me and how much they mean to me. Whatever happened in the past should just stay in the past. I am never going to look back ever again because it will only hinder me from appreciating what I have now.

Thirdly, I have incredible friends. For so many months I had been hiding so many secrets in my heart because I was scared to speak up. I was so scared that if I speak up, others would judge me. I was so wrong. Now I know that some of my friends will always got my back no matter what and will always support my decisions. :)

Please don't feel sorry for me. It is hard getting over some things. But honestly I am really happy. I am at the point of my life where I feel so free and lucky. Yes there are many stress and at times I feel overwhelmed by them. But I know that I have the strength to get through them. I shall remain optimistic and overcome any obstacles that come along my way.

You can do it Jay.

Never give up.         


Tuesday, August 21, 2012

Fear

Why?

Why?

Why...

Why can't it be me instead?

Please don't take her away from me..

I beg you..

Friday, August 17, 2012

Wednesday, August 8, 2012

Lost then found

Why do we say things we can't take back
Why do we miss what we never had

Saturday, August 4, 2012